Dont know why, I have to be alone tonight
When I know youre not, its not fair
Dont know why, why I still believe in you
After all the lies, why I still care

Why am I holding on to you, why am I holding on?

Could it be because, you were my first love
Because, you told me things I always dreamed of
Or maybe how your hand fit perfectly in mine
Could it be the way that we first met
How you dropped your phone, and I wont forget when I picked it up and looked into your eyes.

And I knew you would be mine

Its been so long, still I cant get over you
I never like to hear the truth of what went wrong
Im feeling down, each and every single night
In my head I try to fight, the truth that your gone